Saturday, July 11, 2009

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The above are examples of "ASCII art" (Wikipedia) that were common when computers and printers could only output non-proportional spaced (a.k.a. monospaced) typewriter characters. This style of character is still available in a Microsoft Word font called "Courier New." In the 1970s, I produced some homoerotic ASCII art pictures that I hope to post in the future. (See my previous post about the ({}) vagina emoticon ASCII text vagina emoticon for V-day 10th anniversary logo (4/2/08))

Thomas Kraemer in 1977 using a torn apart Model 33 Teletype hooked up via a serial current loop to an SC/MP microprocessor board

Photo above: Thomas Kraemer in 1977 using a torn apart Model 33 Teletype hooked up via a 110 bits per second serial current loop to a National Semiconductor SC/MP 1 MHz microprocessor with 256 bytes (yes, bytes, not kilobytes or megabytes) of RAM on two separate IC chips. (See Teletype microprocessor interface 1977 (9/26/06) and Teletype (Wikipedia)

Rectal microbicide study revises N-9 risks

Typical rectal lavage findings are shown after putting various rectal microbicide ingredients in a Pigtailed Macaque. Upper left shows fecal debris, upper right shows epithelial fragments of less than 3mm, lower right shows epithelial sheets of greater than 3mm, and lower right shows blood associated with epithelial sheets.

PHOTO: Typical rectal lavage findings are shown after putting various rectal microbicide ingredients in a Pigtailed Macaque. Upper left shows fecal debris, upper right shows epithelial fragments of less than 3mm, lower right shows epithelial sheets of greater than 3mm, and lower right shows blood associated with epithelial sheets. From Fig. 1 p. 352 of study by Dorothy Patton et al., "A Summary of Preclinical Topical Microbicide Rectal Safety and Efficacy Evaluations in a Pigtailed Macaque Model," Sexually Transmitted Diseases, Jun. 2009, p. 350-356. (Note the DOI:10.1097/OLQ.0b013e318195c31a link inconveniently redirects to a page that requires clicking on the "LWW Journals button" to access the abstract page.)

spermicidal ingredient nonoxynol 9 N-9 chemical symbol

PHOTO: chemical symbol for the condom and sex lube spermicidal ingredient nonoxynol 9 or N-9 for short. Previous studies showed that N-9 did not help prevent HIV infection and it was irritating to the rectal lining, which might facilitate transmission. (See previous posts Nonoxynol 9 does not prevent HIV (12/21/07) and OSU anal sex FAQ (10/17/07))

An interesting revision to previous N-9 research is buried in the latest paper by Dorothy Patton et al., "A Summary of Preclinical Topical Microbicide Rectal Safety and Efficacy Evaluations in a Pigtailed Macaque Model," Sexually Transmitted Diseases, Jun. 2009, p. 350-356. The only prominently stated goal of this study was to evaluate "a total of 12 test compounds for rectal safety (via rectal pH, microflora, and rectal lavage) and 1 compound for efficacy against rectal chlamydial infection" as part of work on rectal microbicide development to combat the global human spread of HIV and AIDS.

However, on p. 351 and 353 the authors report that some of the earlier reported problems with N-9 may have been due to iatrogenic harm caused by "the experimental protocol for rectal lavage collection," which "has since been modified to minimize the potential for mechanically induced tissue disruption." In plain language, those poor lab animals were harmed when a swab was forcibly stuck up their ass by researchers to collect a sample. Ouch!

The researchers used pigtailed macaques (Macaca nemestrina) animals because of their size, close human analog due to year round hormonal changes and "pronounced tumescence of perineal tissues." Also for these University of Washington researchers, the Washington National Primate Research Center already houses mostly M. nemestrina animals.

This research is an important step toward developing an sex lube for gay anal sex that will stop HIV transmission even with bareback sex without a condom. (See previous post Rectal microbicide gay anal sex test subject (5/6/09))

Friday, July 10, 2009

Brüno gayface vs. blackface minstrels

Bruno in front of a retro TV with rabbit ears antenna and a VCR (left) also posing nude on cover of GQ magazine (right)

PHOTO: Brüno in front of a retro TV with rabbit ears antenna and a VCR (left) also posing nude on cover of GQ magazine, July 2009 (right) and in the GQ Brüno slideshow accessed online Jul. 6, 2009.

The historical racism of the Amos 'n' Andy blackface minstrel shows has caused some to question if Brüno is doing the same thing to gay people. (For example see, Michael Granberry, "North Texans say Brüno crossed the line with fake talk show," The Dallas Morning News, JUl. 5, 2009 and David Rakoff, "Why 'Brüno' is bad for the gays, Sacha Baron Cohen's character could have been a bold stab at homophobia. Instead it's a mincing minstrel show," Salon.com posted Jul.9, 2009)

Even a crowd in Arkansas, having been lured to an arena with a chain-link-fenced boxing ring in the center; drunk, raucous, wearing concession T-shirts that read "My Asshole's Just for Shitting," don't respond according to plan. Brüno, now posing as a mullet-wearing redneck named Straight Dave, whips the crowd into a Nascar-level frenzy about how happy they all are to be breeders (again, entirely personal professions of heterosexuality, no collective "Jew Down the Well" pronouncements against gays). . .

The film is cringily thin broth, even as many will view Baron Cohen's gay-face portrayal as a testament to his versatility as a performer. Such a performance by an out gay actor would have the opposite effect: It would be the final nail, confirming his essential uncastability. But no actual gay guy would ever have made this film. . .

If there is any comfort to take away from this it is that Baron Cohen exhibits a similar disconnect and misunderstanding about attitudes toward gay men as the government, since most polls show that Washington lags behind popular opinion when it comes to tolerance.

There will be those who will tell me to lighten up, and it's not like I don't want to. I really, really do. Brüno gets his anus bleached in the movie, whereas I don't know if there is Clorox enough in the world to make me clean again. . .

(Quoted from David Rakoff, "Why 'Brüno' is bad for the gays, Sacha Baron Cohen's character could have been a bold stab at homophobia. Instead it's a mincing minstrel show," Salon.com posted Jul.9, 2009)

However, Brüno got a rave review by Roger Ebert, "Never a dull moment in ambush comedy 'Brüno,'" Gazette-Times, Jul. 10-17, 2009, p. 12 of Entertainer section, unedited version online as "Brüno (R) Gay ad lib," posted Jul. 8, 2009. I have to agree with my trusted film critic that Bruno is very funny based on the video clips I've watched. Perhaps after watching the movie I'll have a different opinion.

A few years ago I posted about a blackface scandal at OSU and the comparison of black face to gay face.

Jim Burroway, "Paul Cameron Gets Punked In Bruno," Box Turtle Bulletin, posted Jul. 5, 2009 talks about how Brüno made fun of a famous ex-gay "doctor." (See original article by Reed Tucker, "Duper Freak," NY Post, posted Jul. 5, 2009)

Also see Karen Nickel Anhalt, "Is There a 'Real' Brüno?" People, posted Jul. 6, 2009 and Amanda Schurr, "Bruno Meet Lauer, Bruno Hug Lauer," Just Out blog, posted Jul. 9, 2009 for more links.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

AIDS denialism "New Scientist" article

drawing of HIV, the virus believed to cause AIDS

PHOTO: drawing of HIV, the virus believed to cause AIDS. (See my previous posts about the politics of HIV science Skeptical Inquirer AIDS deniers vs. science (12/29/07) and Rewriting HIV and AIDS history (8/16/08))

Yet another story of those who deny HIV causes AIDS appears in an article by Jonny Steinberg, "AIDS denial: A lethal delusion," New Scientist, Jun. 20-26, 2009, p. 32-36, which was prompted by the recent death of another AIDS denialist. (See my previous post AIDS denialist dies (1/1/09))

As evidence that HIV causes AIDS, the article points out the success of combination HAART (highly active anti-retroviral therapy a.k.a. ART) that first became common in 1996 to reduce the level of HIV in the bloodstream to undetectable levels. This is the same point I made in my letter that was published in "Skeptical Inquirer." (See previous post Skeptical Inquirer AIDS deniers vs. science (12/29/07))

What worries me though is that this latest article also fails to mention that prior to 1996, the AZT treatments were probably the cause of the most dramatic deaths from AIDS because the drug was given at a much higher level, which is known to be fatal, and it was discovered that these type of mono-therapies are quickly defeated by HIV. This iatrogenic harm is often used as evidence by AIDS denialist. I think the medical community is still unwilling to admit they caused this harm. Until they do so, AIDS denialists will continue to be able to use this to bolster their case.

The article also omits the fact that until recently AIDS charity organizations were only able to send AZT treatment to Africa. The AIDS denialists were right to stop this even if they were doing so for wrong reasons. Fortunately, combination therapies are now available to Africa.

Another thing that the article omitted is the difference between HIV-1 and HIV-2 which is common in Africa. HIV-1 has spread in a different manner in the U.S. and Europe than HIV-2 has spread in Africa. These differences are often used to bolster AIDS denialist's arguments. A sidebar to the article obliquely refers to this without mentioning HIV-1 versus HIV-2.

Gay bareback sex, risk, masculinity

Rick & Steve - Chuck, an older HIV-positive gay character, defines bareback in an AIDS prevention class for young gay men: Battling Aids Requires Education Bring A Condom Kiddo.

PHOTO: Rick & Steve character Chuck, an older HIV-positive gay character, defines bareback in an AIDS prevention class for young gay men: Battling Aids Requires Education Bring A Condom Kiddo. (See previous posts Dustin Lance Black bareback unsafe sex (6/15/09), Bareback stealthing and other stuff (4/27/09), Gay bareback sex, wishful thinking (3/19/09) and Rick & Steve define bareback (1/15/09))

The long held theories of AID educators are challenged in the ethnographic study by Dave Holmes, et al., "Bareback Sex: A Conflation of Risk and Masculinity," International Journal of Men's Health, Summer 2008, p. 171-191 DOI: 10.3149/jmh.0702.171.

(abstract) From a healthcare perspective, there is an underlying assumption that most gay and bisexual men do not intentionally seek to have unprotected anal sex. This paper presents the results of a qualitative investigation conducted in three Canadian gay bathhouses regarding unprotected anal sex among men. It is our contention that much epidemiological research, though helpful, obfuscates essential factors in the practice of bareback sex. Consequently, the paper addresses two themes: the identification from the participants' perspective of the risk factors involved in the practice of bareback sex and the identification of specific risk-reduction strategies used by barebackers. Our research results indicate that the majority of the participants were informed about health risks and took steps to avoid harmful practices even when engaging in high-risk sexual activities. Many participants, regardless of their HIV status, used risk-reduction strategies because the majority wanted to protect both their partners and themselves. . .

(p. 179) In contrast to public health claims that bareback sex usually occurs because of ignorance or due to the influence of drugs, it is essential to emphasize that the participants in this research project were well aware of the associated risks. We believe that the misguided public health assumption is highly problematic because it incorrectly frames several educational and prevention campaigns. For example, an HIV-negative participant who practices bareback sex as well as oral sex without condom states: "For me, it's the state of my oral hygiene, "Did I brush my teeth before I went out?" Yes . . . then no oral sex is going to happen . . . . That's in case someone has a lot of pre-cum, because pre-cum can be very heavy with HIV." . .

Despite the fact that this participant practices barebakcing, he seems more concerned about the risk associated with oral sex if the mucosa is not intact. It is interesting to note that this participant's knowledge of the term "super seminal shedder" is in fact superior to the knowledge of many HIV clinicians and researchers who are unaware of the concept. The same interviewee was explicit in his description of the potential risk of HIV transmission via oral sexual contact: "Sucking is as safe as the cock you're sucking and the state of your mouth . . . people just doesn't [sic] understand the dangerous place for a potentially HIV-infected cum is actually your mouth. I mean, the obvious thing is to not let someone come in your mouth but if it does happen . . . well, get it out of your mouth, so if that swallowing it, then swallow it, if it's spitting it out, then spit it out, but get it out. That's where the important potential risk of infection is, it's actually in your oral cavity." . . .

While the language used by this participant is not euphemized with medical jargon, an in-depth knowledge of risk is definitely present. In fact, this quotation illustrates an understanding of the location of possible infection (the oral cavity) and is aware that the likelihood of infection increases as the length of time of exposure increases. . .

(p.181) The next category that emerged from our data was the representation of risk. Although it could be interpreted as barebackers exhibiting ignorance about sexual practices, in our view, this category represents a personal integration of knowledge of risk from a variety of sources. At a time when even organizations such as the CDC and Health Canada are unable to provide coherent and matching definitions of risk and transmission, it is an internalization of a variety of sources on the topic of HIV transmission rather than a recitation of all possible risk sources.

(p. 182) "As a top, barebacking is to me not a particularly risky activity, that's my own personal line that I've drawn. As a bottom, it's a very risky activity. The rationalization that I've come to in that decision is, I'll let someone suck me without a condom and it doesn't matter... I don't ask whether they're HIV positive or not, to me that's an acceptable risk in my world. I've talked to a lot of people, and eventually came to the conclusion for myself that to be a top, all things being equal, the state of my penis is healthy, then to me it's as risky as oral sex. It's the same level of risk, and if I've made that rationalization for oral sex, then what's the difference for anal sex?" . . . Another participant adds: I bareback because we all die from the time we pop out. And I feel like I'm a little more spiritually evolved, than I was before. I believe that death is just an extension or a continuation of life. . .

(p.183) All the barebackers we interviewed knew the risks associated with unsafe anal sex and the majority of them were practicing bareback sex with a harm reduction mindset. M were able to outline risk reduction strategies that they used with their partners; for example: (1) sero-selection of partners, (2) physical appearance of partners, (3) use of coitus interruptus, (4) pre-anal intercourse preparation, (5) self-awareness, and (6) decreased number of partners. . .

(p. 187) According to the Centre for Disease Control, the number of gay men who reported not using condoms with multiple anonymous partners increased from 24 to 45 percent between 1994 and 1999, and the statistics for other Western countries reveal that this phenomenon is not limited to North America. In a survey of more than 14,000 gay males conducted in the UK (Sigma Research, 2003), up to 60 percent of respondents reported having practiced bareback sex. Studies in Russia and in the cities of Budapest, Melbourne and Sydney have all reported increases in barebacking (Shernoff, 2006). An increase in the efficacy of anti-retroviral drug treatments has been suggested as a factor in this resurgence in high-risk behaviour (Halkitis & Parsons, 2003; Ridge, 2004); however, none of our participants offered this as a reason for engaging in barebacking. The relevance to men who have sex with men of public health discourses regarding HIV/AIDS awareness was also questioned, suggesting a rift between the dominant discourse and personal narratives (Ridge). When personal motivations for practicing bareback sex were explored (Holmes & Warner, 2005), reasons such as connectedness through skin to skin sex contact, the spontaneity and naturalness of barebacking, and a sense of completion (including semen exchange) were offered. . .

(Quoted from Dave Holmes, et al., "Bareback Sex: A Conflation of Risk and Masculinity," International Journal of Men's Health, Summer 2008, p. 171-191 DOI: 10.3149/jmh.0702.171 )

The authors said "In analyzing the data, we drew on the insights risk offered by poststructuralist theorists." This was a new term to me and a quick reading of Post-structuralism (Wikipedia) tells me that the definition used by the author may be unclear.

The authors' thesis is that bareback sex participants in many cases are making decisions to take a risk not based on ignorance. However, in my opinion most gay men are taking risks based on folklore instead of scientifically proven data. I do not blame them because no study has been able to collect a sample size large enough to calculate risks with any precision. Therefore risk is being decided by an informal Delphi method (Wikipedia).

In my experience, this type of group consensus on risk can be surprisingly more accurate than any scientific study. For example, the lower risks of HIV were first determined by gay men long before any scientists agreed. However, consensus or "group thinking" can often perpetuate misinformation that might not be challenged for decades. For example, the real symptoms of physical disorders, such as multiple sclerosis, were long thought to be psychosomatic until medical tests were invented that show what was physically wrong. Multiple sclerosis victims were often dismissed as mentally ill until brain MRI images showed they had a real problem. I bet many other so-called "mental disorders" will in the future be reclassified as organic as medical science advances.

I was glad to see the authors acknowledged the fact that the CDC and Health Canada have inconsistent messages about HIV risk. I still hear young gay men confused by these messages. As a result, many take a fatalistic approach and decide to take more risk. In my opinion there is a fine line between being fatalistic versus depressive or suicidal.

The authors quote one bareback participant (p. 181-182) who describes his algorithm of how to decide if to use a condom or not. As a top, he says nothing and leaves it up to the bottom. Other factors are mentioned, such as always using a condom in a bathhouse. The authors' examples confirm my belief that the old 1980s "condom code of using a condom every time" is no longer practiced by young gay men. I am also disturbed by how many young gay men think it is impossible to talk about condoms and therefore leave it up to heat of the moment decisions.

Once again, I don't blame young gay men because the decision to bareback is complicated by all of the methods of harm reduction. For example, one participant told the authors, "I don't mostly cum inside. Because I like the feeling of seeing cum. I Like cumming on someone's chest. Mostly people like to see cum. That's what sex is about. Sex is about the cum. People are always curious... they just want to see it." (p. 184)

Another risk reduction method noted by the authors: "Our results show that some barebackers insist on a preparation ritual to prepare the anus for sexual activity, thus reducing the risk of damage to anal tissue such as abrasions and open lesions. For some participants, extended foreplay constitutes part this preparation and, as such, involves oral-anal stimulation, digital dilation of the sphincter, and the use of a substantial amount of lubricant."

Right or wrong, gay folklore is being used by gay men to decide on the risks they take and methods they use to avoid harm from sexually transmitted infections. Sadly, science has been unable to provide gay men with any better advice.

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Oregonian Hovde antigay like Obama

Elizabeth Hovde's first column talking about homosexuality in The Oregonian, Jan. 4, 2009, p. B1

PHOTO: Elizabeth Hovde "Political writings from The Oregonian's columnist just right of center". (See my previous posts Why are anti-gay petitioners afraid of being known? (6/14/009), Oregonian Elizabeth Hovde antigay? (1/4/09) and OSU prof on Mayor Adams (2/1/09))

The latest column by Elizabeth Hovde, "Gay activists misread their opponents," The Sunday Oregonian, Jul. 5, 2009, p. C4 cited the interview by Jeanne Carstensen, "Why churches fear gay marriage, The crusade for Proposition 8 was fueled by the broken American family, explains gay Catholic author Richard Rodriguez," Salon.com Nov. 25, 2008.

Once again, Hovde denies her own homophobia, like Obama does, by falsely claiming to support gay rights while not making any specific proposals on how to reconcile the differences with religious bigots:

One more thing proponents of gay marriage should consider: The churchgoers I know don't "fear" gay marriages will threaten heterosexual ones, even though this is a common statement made by gay activists, including Rodriguez. But a lot of religious people are rightly concerned that the legalization of gay marriage and the realization of other gay activists' goals will threaten their ability to express their religious beliefs about sexuality and to pass those beliefs on to their children without the government and public schools undermining the message.

Gay rights are important. So are parents' rights and so is religious freedom.

The law can and should protect all three, and it'd be easier to get there if both sides of the same-sex marriage debate would stop playing guessing games. If we listen close enough, we might actually escape all the nonsense.

(Quoted from Elizabeth Hovde, "Gay activists misread their opponents," The Sunday Oregonian, Jul. 5, 2009, p. C4)

Notice how she paints the religious as victims of having their parental rights and "religious freedom" taken away. If parents want to teach their children to religiously discriminate against homosexuals, then they are free to send their children to a religious school that teaches it. Gay marriage doesn't take away any parent's right to teach their children their "religious values." However, the religious have voted to take away the equal rights of gay people to "traditional marriage." Gays have no option as do religious bigots. Hovde is wrong to claim the religious are victims of gay marriage.

Hovde also complains about Richard Rodriguez's theory that churches are run by patriarchal men who are threatened by the rise of feminism and gay marriage because it threatens their power. Hovde's selected quotations of Rodriquez either are intentionally skewed or she doesn't understand the point he is making. Here are some of his most important points that she appears not to understand:

The possibility that a whole new generation of American males is being raised by women without men is very challenging for the churches. I think they want to reassert some sort of male authority over the order of things. I think the pro-Proposition 8 movement was really galvanized by an insecurity that churches are feeling now with the rise of women.

Monotheistic religions feel threatened by the rise of feminism and the insistence, in many communities, that women take a bigger role in the church. At the same time that women are claiming more responsibility for their religious life, they are also moving out of traditional roles as wife and mother. This is why abortion is so threatening to many religious people -- it represents some rejection of the traditional role of mother.

In such a world, we need to identify the relationship between feminism and homosexuality. These movements began, in some sense, to achieve visibility alongside one another. I know a lot of black churches take offense when gay activists say that the gay movement is somehow analogous to the black civil rights movement. And while there is some relationship between the persecution of gays and the anti-miscegenation laws in the United States, I think the true analogy is to the women's movement. What we represent as gays in America is an alternative to the traditional male-structured society. The possibility that we can form ourselves sexually -- even form our sense of what a sex is -- sets us apart from the traditional roles we were given by our fathers. . .

Well, I'm working right now in the Middle East on monotheistic religions because I'm very worried about the direction of religion. Ever since Sept. 11, when I heard that prayer being spoken at the moment the planes hit the World Trade Centers, I realized how much darkness there is in religion compared to how much light there is. I am very much concerned with whether or not these religions can be feminized.

The desert religions -- Judaism, Christianity and Islam -- are male religions. Their perception is that God is a male god and Allah is a male god. If the male is allowed to hold onto the power of God, then I think we are in terrible shape. I think what's coming out of Colorado Springs right now, with people like Tony Perkins of the Family Research Council, is either the last or continuing gasp of a male hierarchy in religion. That's what's at stake. And women have a determining role to play. Are they going to go along with this, or are they going to challenge the order?

. . . metaphors of [woman] getting out of the kitchen and getting out of the closet are domestic images. . .

On the other hand, whatever is wrong with the heterosexual marriage does have some implication for the world I live in. Women are redefining sexuality in a way that's going to make it easier for me to be a gay man. . .

(Quoted from Jeanne Carstensen, "Why churches fear gay marriage, The crusade for Proposition 8 was fueled by the broken American family, explains gay Catholic author Richard Rodriguez," Salon.com Nov. 25, 2008)

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Edward Sagarin, PhD ex-gay 1966

Oregon sodomy laws circa 1951 in the book by Donald Webster Cory, 'The Homosexual in America,' Greenberg, 1951, p. 289

PHOTO: "OREGON 23-910. Sodomy. If any person shall commit sodomy or the crime against nature, or any act or practice of sexual perversity, either with mankind or beast, or sustain osculatory relations with the private parts of any man, woman or child, or permit such relations to be sustained with his or her private parts, such person shall upon conviction thereof, be punished by imprisonment in the penitentiary not less than one year nor more than fifteen years." Quoted from Donald Webster Cory, "The Homosexual in America," Greenberg, 1951, Appendix B, p. 289. (See previous post Oregon blue laws circa 1950 (9/7/06))

For several years I've been fascinated by the story of Edward Sagarin a.k.a Donald Webster Cory who first became a gay cult figure when he wrote under a pseudonym the book Donald Webster Cory, "The homosexual in America: a subjective approach," Greenberg, 1951. (See his biography in Vern L. Bullough, "Before Stonewall: activists for gay and lesbian rights in historical context," Haworth Press, 2002, p. 333)

"Donald Cory Webster's" book sold well and was reprinted for many years. A few years later under the same pen name he wrote: Donald Webster Cory, "Homosexuality: a cross cultural approach," Julian Press, 1956.

However, in 1958 at the age of 45 Edward Sagarin started working on a PhD at New York University. I have recently been reading a photo reprint of the original hand typewritten 1966 doctoral thesis: Edward Sagarin, "Structure and ideology in an association of deviants," Ayer Publishing, 1975 photo reprint of hand typewritten 1966 PhD dissertation presented to Dept. of Sociology and Anthropology New York University (note the possible Google Book search typo "Ayer" because the OSU library copy call number HQ76.8.U5S23 1975 was reprinted by Arno Press).

Edward Sagarin's PhD thesis was not only very anti-gay, but it could be seen as an early manifesto for the ex-gay organizations of today. Of course, the 1960s was at the peak of behavioral psychology and attempts to cure homosexuality with aversion therapy using electrical shocks or nauseating chemicals.

No where did Sagarin "out" himself as being gay, but he carefully bearded himself as being heterosexual on the very first page of the "Acknowledgment" where he wrote, "My first debt is to my son, Fred, who showed me the road that I must follow, and to my wife, Gertruce, who encouraged me to travel on that road." (p. iii). This sounds like an oblique reference to his struggle to be ex-gay.

I believe, based on all I've read, that Sagarin oscillated between his outwardly heterosexual marriage and his active participation in early gay rights organizations, such as the Mattachine Society. I noticed that with his PhD thesis he was arguing for all of the same points that ex-gay groups make today. He was trying to find a way to accept being ex-gay.

A few years ago the powerful U.S. Senator Trent Lott got in trouble by comparing homosexuality to kleptomania to make the case they do not deserve equal rights. Amusingly, Sagarin makes a similar point on pages 365-366 of his thesis by quoting a psychologist who said, "Claustrophobia is merely a preference for wide open places, and kleptomania is merely a preference for taking things without paying for them," to counter the Mattachine contention that people do not choose to be deviant because "this form of behavior" is "merely a preference, orientation, or propensity." He gives many more ex-gay examples to counter the still popular Mattachine proposition that is stated on page 364: "If one takes the position that homosexuality is neither a disturbance nor a sickness, then one is led to the next logical position: that it is a condition not subject to 'cure.'"

On page 350 Sagarin makes a note of how gay rights groups try to hide effeminate homosexuals so that the public is more likely to accept homosexuals. He talks about Mattachine members denouncing "the swish" and "screaming queen" when speaking publically. The sissy gay bottom boys still feel similar discriminatory pressure today. (Trevor Hoppe, "Article RE: Sissyphobia & Gay Men," posted Jun. 16, 2009 -- "a piece on sissyphobia among gay men" and Trevor Hoppe, "Frameline 33: 'Straightlaced: How Gender's Got Us All Tied Up,'" posted Jun. 28, 2009 -- "I had a mini-breakdown halfway through the film when they tell the story of a flamboyant young boy who committed suicide.")

On page 351 Sagarin derisively refers to the 1965 picketing of the White House by homosexuals as an example of gays dressing up in suit coats to impress the public. (See previous post Nichols, Kameny 1965 gay picket signs (8/23/08))

Sagarin goes on to link homosexual to prostitution, pornography and the sexual seducers of young boys, which he says creates more homosexuals. He even cites the famous 1963 novel by John Rechy, "City of Night" as a bad example that Mattachine tries to deny has anything to do with them. He argues for all of the anti-gay canards we still hear today.

Edward Sagarin's backhanded anti-gay writing, which was meant to look objective, reminds me of the present day ex-gay writer David Benkof. He similarly twists the shameful parts of the gay community in an attempt to put down gay people. See the post by Timothy Kincaid, "Poor Pitiful Pathetic David Benkof is Still Spouting His Bitterness," Box Turtle Bulletin, posted Jun. 27, 2009 that linked to yet another opinion piece by this Orthodox Jew and former homosexual (a.k.a. ex-gay Jew).

Christopher Atkins loincloth Blue Lagoon 1980

Christopher Atkins standing in a loincloth from the 1980 movie 'The Blue Lagoon' as shown in Playgirl Dec. 1983, p. 46

PHOTO: Christopher Atkins standing in a loincloth from the movie "The Blue Lagoon" (1980) as shown in Playgirl Dec. 1983, p. 46

Christopher Atkins standing in a loincloth on the cover of People magazine Aug. 11, 1980 PHOTO: (click on photo to enlarge) Christopher Atkins standing in a loincloth on the cover of People magazine Aug. 11, 1980.

From the 1930s, the Tarzan character was widely shown in movies and TV shows wearing only a loincloth. "Karten's Loincloth" Web site is for the lovers of Tarzan's loincloth fashion wear.

I recall learning to use a sewing machine as a young boy just so I could fabricate a loincloth. I tried to hide it from my snoopy mother, but she figured it out and left me alone. I told her it was for my Christian "Indian Guides" boys' group that was an alternative to the Boy Scouts. The "Indian Guides" accepted all religions, even Jewish boys, but the Boy Scouts excluded all non-Protestant Christians in my hometown. Today the Boy Scouts only discriminate against homosexuals.

I've met many gay men who said during the 1950s, when homosexuals were censored everywhere, Tarzan's loincloth was their only gay porno. I wonder what would have happened if the antigay prudes knew this back then?

Internet flow control router solution

ARPANET geographic map in June, 1975, showing U.S. connections and satellite links to Hawaii and London, is from a book by Leonard Kleinrock 'Queuing Systems, Vol. II: Computer Applications,' 1976, p. 309

Book jacket showing M.C. Escher drawing of endless staircase for Leonard Kleinrock, 'Queuing Systems, Vol. II: Computer Applications,' 1976, p. 309 PHOTO: (click photo to enlarge) The above figure showing the ARPANET geographic map in June, 1975 is from a book by Leonard Kleinrock, "Queuing Systems, Vol. II: Computer Applications," 1976, p. 309. (See Wikipedia: ARPANET and previous post OSU Internet research 1975 (9/2/06))

The article by Lawrence G. Roberts, "A Radical New Router, One of the founders of the internet says network routers are too slow, costly, and power hungry -- and he knows how to fix them," IEEE Spectrum, Jul. 2009, p. 34-39 NA explains the author's new "flow control" internet router strategy to solve the problem of video and voice over IP packets being slowed by conventional routers. The article includes some interesting examples of improvements to a real network at a university. He says the reason this was not possible in the past was due to memory prices, which have come down over the years to point where it is practical to build flow control routers.

Oberto Cocktail Pep shrinking size

left, over the last few years the length of the 7 sticks in the Oberto Cocktail Pep package slowly shortened until the weight had shrunk to 4 ounces, but today, right, the new package has only 6 slightly shorter sticks and a 3 oz net wt.

PHOTO: (click on photo to enlarge) left, over the last few years the length of the 7 sticks in the Oberto Cocktail Pep package slowly shortened until the weight had shrunk to 4 ounces, but today, right, the new package has only 6 slightly shorter sticks and a 3 oz net wt. Notice that the package height remained constant and the front printing is designed to hide the length of the sticks. I suspect some of this is due to the limited flexibility of their packaging equipment, but the rest is probably a marketing decision made so that the sales price of each package will hit below some magical price point, such as $1.99.

I've noticed that every retail food manufacturer is playing portion control games by dithering the size of packages to meet price points because of the psychology of stupid consumers who quit buying when the price goes over a certain point, such as $1.99. Personally, I find food product size changes ridiculous and in many cases it is inconvenient when you have recipes that call for certain amounts. Either you have to proportion the recipe to the new size or buy extra and have an odd amount left over.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Origami Female Condom for anal sex

A classic "it sounds too good to be true" type of claim is made in the post "A condom specifically for anal intercourse?" International Rectal Microbicide Advocates IRMA - Rectal Microbicide blog posted Jun. 29, 2009 that includes an interview with Dan Resnic of Strata Various Product Design (note that this link goes to a company shingle that includes spelling errors and not much information at a third-party hosted Web site as of Jul. 2, 2009).

A quick Google search yields a comment to Serra Sippel, Center for Health and Gender Equity "Uganda to Reintroduce Female Condoms," Reproductive Health RH Reality Check, posted Jun. 29, 2009 that says, "We have developed a new female condom concept intended to be more attractive and pleasurable for both partners. The "ORIGAMI FC" has a 'no-fumble' method of insertion that is quick and easy to use. . . esearchers interested in using the ORIGAMI FC for US or international FC studies are encouraged to contact Dan Resnic; Email: resnicpi@gmail.com - TEL: 1-310-305-2984 in Los Angeles, CA , USA - or by Skype: danindesert"

The interview includes some sloppy language like the claim that the material has a "zero viral permeability" instead of characterizing it as having an undetectable level. It is not clear if this is an electrical permeability test he is referring to (measured in microamps of leakage) or a biochemical viral detection test. Likewise, the description of the material makes the absurd claim that it "will not degrade in sunlight as does a latex condom and, after accelerated aging tests, it is expected to offer an extended shelf life of 10-12 yrs." Such a material would be useful in many products if it were available. Also, there seems to be a difference between what they are calling a "reusable Origami condom" and an "Origami Female Condom."

The only reasonable sounding claim in the interview is the length of time it will take to get FDA approval, especially because the FDA has never officially approved regular latex condoms for anal sex. The primary reasons for not doing this were previous laws against sodomy and the lack of any data being submitted by a manufacturer for approval by the FDA.

One other thing that did not ring true in this interview was Dan Resnic's claim that previous female condoms for anal intercourse were "not strong enough and lacking the design features compatible with AI." I agree that the design of previous female condoms is not ideal for anal sex, but the original material was more than strong enough even though the FDA approval study showed a high pregnancy rate. I don't ever recall breakage being an issue. The folklore that condoms have to be stronger for anal sex was propagated for years by the British U.K. health official, but never by the U.S. health officials. So-called "stronger condoms" were never widely marketed in the U.S. like they were during the AIDS crisis in London. Perhaps this myth comes from the idea that a tight anus will tear the condom, which is silly because this kind of force would also be tearing the anal skin and be painful to most users.

(See my previous post Female condom for anal sex commentary (6/17/09))

Jim Palmer Jockey underwear 1980s ads

Jim Palmer Jockey Y-front colored underwear ad in Newsweek, Jun. 20, 1983, p. 9

PHOTO: Jim Palmer played for the Baltimore Orioles Major League Baseball team (1965-1984) and posed for the above Jockey underwear ad in Newsweek, Jun. 20, 1983, p. 9.

a 2009 photo posted on a gay hookup site of retro 1980s style Jockey Y-front underwear being worn by coyote_s, age 25, Minneapolis, Minnesota, on billyspervwebsite.com

PHOTO: a 2009 photo posted on a gay hookup site of retro 1980s style Jockey Y-front underwear being worn by coyote_s, age 25, Minneapolis, Minnesota, profile on billyspervwebsite.com -- Photo by coyote_s, "No Caption," posted Jun. 11, 2009

VIDEO: coasterace, "Jockey Underwear Commercial 1983," youtube.com posted Sep. 21, 2007

newspaper story about Jim Palmer's Jockey underwear ads by Associated Press, 'Palmer's posing in undies makes pitcher sex symbol,' Gazette-Times, Dec. 12, 1980, p. 26

PHOTO: newspaper story about Jim Palmer's Jockey underwear ads by Associated Press, "Palmer's posing in undies makes pitcher sex symbol," Gazette-Times, Dec. 12, 1980, p. 26. The caption to the newspaper photo says, "Baltimore pitcher Jim Palmer has been attracting baseball fans for many years, but now that he's posing for underwear ads, he's become an even greater hit. As for his appeal, Palmer attributes it to 'raw sensuality.'"

Yes, I enjoyed looking at Jim Palmer's Jockey underwear ads, but many years earlier I first saw the high waist, white colored versions on this college boy:

Polaroid photo of Mike coming out of dorm shower at University of Minnesota 1972

PHOTO: Polaroid photo of Mike coming out of dorm shower at University of Minnesota 1972. I came to love the look of white Jockey Y-front briefs because my first boyfriend, the gorgeous Scandinavian Mike, always wore them under his skin tight jeans.

The Jockey design is clearly a classic one that was made even sexier when the colored low rise version was first introduced in the 1970s. I am not surprised they are still being sold today.

Hewlett-Packard founders' preserved offices

Under Secretary of Defense Dave Packard cancels MOL project June 10, 1969

PHOTO: Under Secretary of Defense Dave Packard cancels MOL (manned orbiting lab for spying on Russia) project in a press conference on June 10, 1969. (See previous post Dave Packard cancels astrospies 1969 (2/13/08))

I previously mentioned how Bill Hewlett and David Packard asked in the 1980s to review my plans to remodel their 30 year-old building, but only because they were concerned we would waste money on redoing their own personal offices. (See my previous posting Sen. Smith's anti-women, anti-gay, TV ad - Oregonian letter (8/24/08) for a copy of my letter the Oregonian published about Bill and Dave's offices.)

The HP building facilities manager in the 1980s had a vision of keeping the Hewlett-Packard company founders' offices intact as a historical tribute. At that time, Bill and Dave's offices in Building 3U were virtually untouched from when they were built in the 1950s. Therefore, I was pleased to read their offices are still intact:

". . . his cubicle at HP's Page Mill Road campus in Palo Alto, Calif., is not far from the preserved former offices of company founders Bill Hewlett and David Packard."

(Quoted from Reena Jana, "Dusting Off a Big Idea in Hard Times," BusinessWeek, Jun. 22, 2009, p. 5, 44-46)

Also see my previous posts Bill & Dave by Michael S. Malone (5/22/07) about the compnay founders and HP memristor missing circuit element (12/10/08) for another example of a HP Labs "innovation" self-promotional article. (Yes, HP hires full time public relation firms to get articles like this placed in major publications. Although magazine editors always insist they are separate from the publisher and advertising sales department, I suspect such promotional articles result in more business for both HP and the magazine.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

OSU diversity essay contest

Matt Holland, an English student at Oregon State University, is the winner of an essay contest put on by the Office of Community and Diversity. The winner of the contest receives free tuition for one year. Media Credit: Brock Ameele PHOTO: Matt Holland, an English student at Oregon State University, is the winner of an essay contest put on by the Office of Community and Diversity. The winner of the contest receives free tuition for one year. Media Credit: Brock Ameele. From article by Gail Cole, "Student wins tuition, OSU wins ideas, Office of Community and Diversity essay contest drew 101 submissions," Barometer, Jul. 1, 2009, p. 1,3.

Director of the Office of Community and Diversity Terryl Ross, who describes his office as a way to "help people connect with people who are different than them," thought the essay contest was a great starting point for students to share their ideas about their university.

"I've been meeting with a lot of students, and for a lot of students, diversity is kind of P.C. for them," Ross said. . .

In the end, Matt Holland, a fifth-year in English, won the contest and a year's worth of tuition. Holland first heard about the contest in his class, Philosophy 280: Ethics of Diversity, taught by Lani Roberts, last winter term - and it was this class that drastically changed his way of thinking about diversity. Holland grew up in Corvallis, and admitted that prior to taking Robert's class, he believing society had moved beyond discrimination found in the past. . .

(Quoted from Gail Cole, "Student wins tuition, OSU wins ideas, Office of Community and Diversity essay contest drew 101 submissions," Barometer, Jul. 1, 2009, p. 1,3)

See winner announcement on the Web page "Diversity at OSU," oregonstate.edu/diversity/ accessed Jul. 1, 2009 -- Matt Holland, "Matthew Holland_Essay # 3," (PDF) Oregon State University accessed Jul. 1, 2009 from "This is My OSU: A Destination of Choice, Diversity Essay Contest," oregonstate.edu accessed Jul. 1, 2009 --)

Some quotes from the winning essay:

Society teaches that only morally corrupt individuals would tie someone to the back of a pick-up truck and drag them through the street for simply being homosexual. . .

Oregon State University has a Baccalaureate Core requirement called Difference, Power and Discrimination (DPD) to educate people about diversity. But do any of the courses offered under this requirement effectively educate people about diversity? . . .

The only course at OSU that effectively educates people about diversity is Ethics of Diversity (PHL 280). Created by Professor Lani Roberts in 1994, Ethics of Diversity educates students about the reality that institutional racism and discrimination still exist today. The course is challenging and sometimes uncomfortable. It forces students to evaluate themselves. One of the ways Prof. Roberts does this is by forming panels of minority students to share their experiences with the class. The results are striking. Every student reports experiencing racism and discrimination in their lifetime, a fact most people do not believe today. This is why the course is powerful and effective: it destroys the illusion of knowledge. Yet PHL 280 is one of the 23 courses that are offered just once this year. Freeing only fifty students from the illusion is not nearly enough. . .

Prof. Roberts understands this. She will be retiring soon, and she says she doesn't know what will happen to Ethics of Diversity when she is gone. . .

(Quoted from Matt Holland, "Matthew Holland_Essay # 3," (PDF) Oregon State University accessed Jul. 1, 2009)

Quotes from runner-up essays:

  • "Dalicia Fennell's essay," (PDF) oregonstate.edu accessed Jul. 1, 2009 -- "The first step is bringing in a more diverse group of students. OSU must encourage students from ethnic and racial minorities, students of various sexual orientation, disabled and special educational needs students, students from a variety of socio-economic backgrounds, non-traditional students and students of both genders to apply for any program. . . One thing I would like to see happen is a Diversity Week in which any group on campus has the opportunity to showcase their uniqueness. Currently, each cultural center, pride center, and women's building has their own events, which is important, but they usually take place within that building. I propose that during a designated week the MU, the heart of student activity on campus, be given over to these groups to host booths, displays and activities to run concurrently with any activities or tours of their own buildings."

  • "Rose Hansen's essay," (PDF) oregonstate.edu accessed Jul. 1, 2009 -- "There's an immediate tendency to associate the word "diversity" with race. But the United States' diverse "salad-bowl" population is not just composed of citizens relying on their skin color to determine their identities. Diversity doesn't just apply to race, but gender, class, political, national, sexual, and spiritual identity too." She critiques cultural centers and says as a "westernized Asian adoptee" she "lacked the cultural memory to make me believe I was any different from my peers."

  • "Jason Kniss's essay," (PDF) oregonstate.edu accessed Jul. 1, 2009 -- "I have had the good fortune of working for OSU Housing in a variety of capacities over the past four years. From being a Resident Assistant to implementing changes in our academic programming model. . . When our students come here, it may be the first time that they share a living space with someone of a different ethnicity. When our students complete a project, it may be the first time they have ever worked with someone of a different sexual orientation. When our students celebrate, it may be the first time they have gotten to know someone of a different faith."

  • "Kimberly Takata's essay," (PDF) oregonstate.edu accessed Jul. 1, 2009 -- "I believe the best way OSU can encourage its student's to get involved is to introduce diversity in the classroom, and to provide opportunities for all students to apply the knowledge they've gained. Much like the "Difference, Power and Discrimination", and "Cultural Diversity" courses in the baccalaureate core curriculum, the opportunity should be presented as a one-credit, exploratory recitation- type, class required by all students at the university. . . At this point students should be encouraged to take advantage of the many social events and presentations hosted by the groups on campus committed to diversity. While the motivation for attending an event might be the class requirement, it is likely that the student will learn something cool, and that the experience would eliminate hesitation the next time an opportunity arose."

The "Difference Power and Discrimination program," oregonstate.edu accessed Jul. 1, 2009 "works to create a more inclusive curriculum that addresses issues of race, class, gender, sexual identity, and other institutionalized systems of inequality." I noted their use of "gender" and "sexual identity" instead of minority sexual orientation or gender identity. I assume by "gender" they are referring to the traditional binary categories of "male or female," which excludes transgendered individuals. The term "sexual identity" is most frequently used by anti-gay academics. The overwhelming majority of people have a heterosexual sexual orientation. Non-heterosexual sexual orientations include gay, bisexual, asexual and other.

One theme I noticed was reference to "spiritual" and "religious" diversity. In the past, it was Christians vs. Jews. Today it seems to be more Christian fundaments and evangelicals who view themselves as "victims" of discrimination as a result of diversity laws and programs. I noticed that none of the finalist essays came out as a "diversity student,' except for one Asian student who clearly didn't perceive herself that way. Gay people were referred to as "homosexual" in the winning essay and obliquely referenced in another essay by mentioning the "Pride Center" and "Women's Center."

OSU has a unique set of separate cultural centers that may discourage interactions with other students. As one essay mentioned, this is both good and bad. In my opinion, the LGBT Pride Center and Women's Center should continue to have a separate space to create a safer environment. However, it would make sense to consolidate many of the cultural centers into a new student center as has been suggested. In the meantime, I hope OSU's unique set of cultural centers will continue to be used as marketing tools for recruitment.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Corvallis Pride, San Francisco, Holocaust revisionism - GT letter

rainbow colors shown at Corvallis Pride parade led by truck with Corvallis PFLAG banner as printed in newspaper story by Rachel Beck, 'Pride events draw supporters,' Gazette-Times, Jun. 28, 2009, p. D2

PHOTO: (click on photo to enlarge) Coverage of Saturday's Corvallis Pride parade (www.PRIDEcorvallis.com) was hidden in the D section of Sunday's newspaper in an article by Rachel Beck, "Pride events draw supporters," Gazette-Times, Jun. 28, 2009, p. D2. (See my previous posts Corvallis Pride - Stonewall local news coverage (6/28/09), First Corvallis Pride hits front page (6/25/09) and Nike Gay Pride Shoe and Corvallis Pride (6/3/09))

Judging from online comments, some readers were unclear if my letter to the editor (see below) was critical of the Corvallis Pride event. My letter was written as an ironic parody of both radical gay liberationists and anti-gay religious groups. The similarities between the two groups amuse me.

From my perspective, the gay liberationists, who fought for sexual freedom, won when gay sex was finally legalized in 2003 by a U.S. Supreme Court sodomy ruling. The very small minority of 1970s gay liberationists, such as Jack Baker, who wanted to assimilate and get married, have not yet won their fight except in a few states. I hope they win.

I also hope the "family-friendly" gay mainstream doesn't try to force everybody into the oppressive 1950s model of family. Anybody who survived the 1950s McCarthy era will know what I am talking about. There will always be gender queer people that will be discriminated against.

For the record, I am not being critical of Corvallis Pride or the "church videos" that I refer to in the letter. I have personally watched these videos at church-sponsored events concerning homosexuals. Church leaders told me these videos are often shown to everybody in their local churches or temples, but most often they are used to train anti-gay opinion leaders. Almost always, these videos will cut to file footage from a San Francisco gay pride parade to illustrate how "those crazy and evil homosexuals" are leading America to hell.

Personally, I enjoy videos of unconventionally dressed and crazy acting people. However, anti-gay groups knowingly use provocative references to "San Francisco" because they know that most people, including most gay people, object to such anti-family hedonism. It is ironic that the Corvallis Pride organizers used the same metaphor of "San Francisco" to request proper decorum from attendees.

I am shocked!

First, gay people win an equal right to "traditional marriage" in several states.

Second, Corvallis holds its first "family-friendly" gay pride parade where "anyone behaving or dressing in a way that's not deemed suitable for an all-ages crowd will be promptly asked to leave" (Article, June 25).

Only 40 years ago, gay liberation leaders were radically demanding hedonistic sexual freedom. They widely dismissed as a pitiful attempt at assimilation the University of Minnesota law student's 1972 Baker v. Nelson U.S. Supreme Court gay marriage case.

Likewise, 33 years ago mainstream readers flooded the Corvallis Gazette-Times newspaper with angry letters after it published a two-page feature story headlined, "Gay women coming out of the closet in Corvallis, 'Now I want to marry this woman.'" (Jan. 9, 1976, p. 7-8)

Sadly, flamboyant gay radicals can only be seen today in the anti-gay marriage videos funded by religious groups, such as the Catholic and LDS Mormon churches. Queer separatists have been made invisible by the gay mainstream and Corvallis Pride.

I am shocked that Corvallis Pride is so normal and boring! Those church videos had me all excited for nothing.

Thomas Kraemer
Corvallis

(Quoted from Thomas Kraemer, "Gay marriage supporters are acting so mainstream nowadays," Gazette-Times, Jun. 30, 2009, p. A9)

What also colored my above letter was the excellent paper by University of Oregon sociology professor Arlene Stein, "Whose Memories? Whose Victimhood? Contests for the Holocaust Frame in recent social movement discourse," Sociological Perspectives, Oct., 1998, Vol. 41, No. 3, p. 519-540. She describes how both gay and anti-gay Christian groups in Oregon have been referencing the Holocaust for their own political gain. She defends gay groups that do "metaphor creation," which seeks to make comparisons between the Holocaust and contemporary events. She declares unethical the behavior of anti-gay groups that do Holocaust "revisionism," which seeks to make claims about the Holocaust as a historical event to paint Christians as being victims of homosexuals. Perhaps I can post more about this paper in the future. (I photocopied the full text from a bound paper copy at the OSU Valley Library HM1 .P2 because I was unable to access a complete text PDF copy via any of the several different databases OSU subscribes to. See the jstor.org link above for the first page of the article.)

Another thing that colored my thinking was the post by Timothy Kincaid, "Poor Pitiful Pathetic David Benkof is Still Spouting His Bitterness," Box Turtle Bulletin, posted Jun. 27, 2009 that linked to yet another opinion piece by an Orthodox Jew and former homosexual (a.k.a. ex-gay Jew). David Benkof has become a master at tricking mainstream editors and readers into thinking he is a gay conservative who thoughtfully criticizes gay people. I am sure there is an ethical Holocaust comparison here somewhere. But I think I'll quit before I get myself into trouble.

David Bianco founded a gay syndication service, but now he is abstaining from gay sex and calling himself David Benkof PHOTO: David Bianco founded a gay syndication service, but now he is abstaining from gay sex and calling himself David Benkof. He is now writing a column for "The Jerusalem Post." (See previous posts Oy! David Benkof not ex-gay (2/15/09), David Benkof is a fraud (6/7/08) and Thomas Kraemer, "David Benkof, Formerly Known as David Bianco," GayToday.com posted Jan. 5, 2004)